Conversations with Younger Selves – Willa

CONTEXT: Willa does really care about her family, and I feel like there is some residual guilt from how she treated them as a teenager.  Kind of lashing out at her mother deserting the family and her dad/multitude of siblings (remember, she’s number 3 of 6) were caught in the crossfire, especially her sister, Emily,… Continue reading Conversations with Younger Selves – Willa

Good Mood

It might only be strange because I’ve been in such a weird headspace for the past couple of weeks. Work has been extra stressful, my anxiety’s been zooming all over the place, I haven’t been taking care of myself – so to suddenly be in this relatively good mood is very odd. Or it could… Continue reading Good Mood

Where I’ve Been

Yeah. It’s been a rough week. Feels like my anxiety has kicked into overdrive for a whole number of reasons.  All which can be wrapped up in some sort of fear for the future and things that I have absolutely no control over.  My brain’s a mess and my stomach feels like it’s been constantly… Continue reading Where I’ve Been

Getting Something Out There

Sometimes, to get your brain in gear and shake off the cobwebs, you just need to throw something out there and see what happens. That “something” could be a reference to the video game that’s been rotting your brain for like a year now, but whatever. Made me laugh, at least.

A Biting Mood

For the record, I did not actually bite anybody. It just – it had been a long week.  I was so tired, and so crabby, and was trying really hard to provide good customer service without ripping someone’s head off.  But I had run straight into a mental wall and was trying to scrape myself… Continue reading A Biting Mood

The News

Another ultra-relevant/unfortunately relatable song from Paramore, folks. All the news seems to do for me is cause my anxiety to skyrocket and, on worse days, send me spiraling. I keep telling myself that I can handle it, when the reality is it just makes things WORSE.  And I’m not actually taking anything in except sheer… Continue reading The News