Yeah. It’s been a rough week. Feels like my anxiety has kicked into overdrive for a whole number of reasons. All which can be wrapped up in some sort of fear for the future and things that I have absolutely no control over. My brain’s a mess and my stomach feels like it’s been constantly… Continue reading Where I’ve Been
Tag: Anxiety
Getting Something Out There
Sometimes, to get your brain in gear and shake off the cobwebs, you just need to throw something out there and see what happens. That “something” could be a reference to the video game that’s been rotting your brain for like a year now, but whatever. Made me laugh, at least.
A Biting Mood
For the record, I did not actually bite anybody. It just – it had been a long week. I was so tired, and so crabby, and was trying really hard to provide good customer service without ripping someone’s head off. But I had run straight into a mental wall and was trying to scrape myself… Continue reading A Biting Mood
The News
Another ultra-relevant/unfortunately relatable song from Paramore, folks. All the news seems to do for me is cause my anxiety to skyrocket and, on worse days, send me spiraling. I keep telling myself that I can handle it, when the reality is it just makes things WORSE. And I’m not actually taking anything in except sheer… Continue reading The News
A Fine Line
It’s a slippery slope. But I’m getting better at it.
A Puddle of Emotions
I swear, I will get back to Drawtober eventually. I just needed to get this out of my head. Long story short: I got the job. Starting the week after next, I will be a full-time library circulation aide at a different branch in the system. And I have a lot of feelings about it.… Continue reading A Puddle of Emotions
Unfinisher
Whaaaaat? This isn’t based on my own personal experiences with reading. I haven’t the SLIGHTEST idea what you’re talking about. Side note: I’ve been trying to draw more of my other characters recently, just for some variety.
My Brain Hates Me
C’mon, brain. We’re supposed to be on the same side. The side of making sure that I remain functioning and not sinking into a pit of anxious despair. So let’s NOT look things up that will trigger me and instead do something else. Please.
Lots More Screaming
It’s been a week. A long, frustrating, draining, emotions-running-around-in-circles, week. A week where you could stand on a cliffside and scream into the void whilst confusing some mermaids.
Instagrammed
This has become something of a bad habit. I think it’s a wonderful mix of the way social media works, the way Instagram keeps changing its stupid algorithm, and my own anxiety. It’s a strange cycle. Also please enjoy that throwing pose in Panel 6. Took me 30 minutes to get it looking something like… Continue reading Instagrammed