There’s just so much…stuff out there.
Stuff to read. Stuff to watch. Stuff to play. Stuff to listen to. Stuff stuff stuff.
But it feels like there isn’t enough time to consume it all. Or at least in a way where you actually enjoy it.
And of course, new content is continually coming out. So you never feel actually caught up, or even that you can catch up. But you need to or else you’ll fall behind.
And it keeps going and going and GOING until you get completely overwhelmed and avoid it altogether.
Then you end up feeling guilty for not having gotten around to this amount of stuff that’s been piling up.
Maybe it’s just me. Maybe it’s an anxiety thing. I don’t know.
What I do know is that my reading list is out of control and I’ve got so many games and shows on the backburner that it feels as though I wanna jam it all into my head all at once, just to get them out of the way.
But I can’t.
So I end up watching the same YouTube video for the 20th time. Because.